Home

Home. Home is at my grandparents. The one place that was always the same, no matter how many times we moved. The place where so many childhood memories still linger. I can almost see us. My sister, brother and me, running around.

But then they moved. I was 18. But I still needed my childhood refuge!

Home. Is us. our jolly family of 7. Us 3 oldest ones talking to loud, mom thumping a broomstick on their bedroom door to shut us up.my sister climbing on our bunkbed with her cup of tea when i wanted to sleep, me grumbling but loving it. Sitting for hours at the table, drinking coffee and talking, laughing, having heated discussions with little children running and climbing around us.

Home is the dirty old pond on the farm in the west flanders. The creek and the pantry in minnesota. The living room in North Carolina and the rope swing on the tree in the old house where Loorke was born and where Seppe died, our dear little goat that we bottle fed because his mama had died soon after she had him.

We moved grew up, got married. But home is in our hearts, […]

Five Minute Friday – Ordinary

Five Minute Friday - Ordinary

When I hear the word, it sounds negative. Boring. Everyday-ish. Just…

But I don’t think it has to be.

Didn’t God make the ordinary, too?

Doesn’t He love it? And won’t it seem better in 20 years? Now, I’m so in the middle of today. It wears me out. ?I don’t want to change another diaper. I want to sleep. I want to go to the bathroom. By. My. Self. Is today special? No, not really. Unless you can count the fact that today I got even more spit over me a special event.

I will miss all of this. Just not now. Because I have it. Because I also have the hard parts.

Now, it feels ordinary. In 20 years, it will seem so special and dear.

And I want to find the ordinary wonderful. I want to thank God for these special days of smiles and diapers and messes and crying raising little beings.

I want to love the ordinaryness of it all.

Enjoy it to the fullest even when I feel like screaming louder then the 4-month-old.

Make memories.

Build relationships with these little men that will so soon be big men. Make their childhood ordinary, […]